Trust
What is trust. Each’s interpretation of trust is so different..
Bad Service
I seriously cannot take it when I get bad service. Just told off this stupid woman whom was totally rude through sms. I’m too polite to say it to her. It will be embarrassing especially for someone younger to reprimand her. I may not be ‘rich client’ she is hoping but in times like this, I’m sure any client is better than no client. Since she has so many clients, I guess losing me doesn’t make any difference. I rather have no deal done than tolerate such inexcusable lousy attitude!
2.1 Kids
I think it is not wise to trouble our grandfather to step out to talk nowadays anymore. Not that I doubt that it has any effect or value. In fact, its the effect and value that worries me. He is very very very old now. I can’t imagine what will happen to Singapore after that if he still wields such a strong influence. So he should just s-t-o-p. Say things about the weather, lifestyle or leisure if the urge to be in the limelight strikes.
Anyways, the last speech given on Singaporeans reproducing to self-replace – 2.1 kids. How hard is that?!? It’s not 10.1 what. What’s wrong with us? As long as out of every 10 families, one family has three kids, the rest has two, we will not need foreign talent which what the hullabaloo is about.
I made a count and most of my married friends have two kids and above. The problem now seem to lie with the singletons. I made another count and most of my friends are attached. NOW I see the picture, we have too many civil union relationships going on disrupting the natural cycle of life. This will result not in 2.1 kid per married couple but 4.1.
4.1 is never achievable unless we have six months maternity, fully paid hospital delivery charges and medical care for children till three years old, free childcare benefits and four days work week. In fact, that will totally encourage me to have 10 kids!
Dears
I am thankful to my two dears in my life. Sometimes I wish I am alone. Other times I take them for granted. But most times I find I cannot do without them. I know there are always different rulers of measurements however in any ruler, I am definitely not a perfect or even good wife nor mother. Thank you for being with me.
Ignited
I am ignited. Thanks to two people whom specially take time out, come all the way where it is hard for me to say no so that they can wheddled me out despite my excuses. They gave me the spark through their amusing and exasperating advice.
People have been really kind to me. They come by my desk checking if I am doing all right. I am really appreciative.
Thank you my friends..
Passion
I am passionless. I wonder where it went. Each day passes being just another day. I will like to reorganize my life. But how. However, as I am typing this, sudden thoughts come to my mind. I am healthy. My family is healthy. We are living fine. That should be motivation itself. Maybe it’s time for me to remind myself about how fortunate I am to have the basics in life and be contented. Passion is a luxury not a nescesity.
Derivatives
Spot call put expiry maturity options swaps.. I need to memorise them by hard. Derivatives was my weakest module during my poly days and I narrowly escaped flunking it. I still remember the lecturer, Mr Chong Chin Siong, though coz he was our favourite lecturer. Time flies, that was ten years ago and I seem to be back to sqaure one trying hard to recall what I learnt back in school. 加油加油加油！
Vice Versa
I disappointed back today. Will we ever be what we were before? I sincerely hope so.
Health
One side of my throat hurts badly. I don’t wanna fall sick, no matter how much I don’t feel like waking up on weekday mornings. The late nights watching 珠光宝气 are getting to me. No napping today so I can sleep early..
Disappointment
I’ve been disappointed three times in the last two weeks. How can we resolve this. The solution in my mind seems extreme. Can I or can we survive it?
